My cock-up day........ ):
Today was my FINAL presentation and I doned a stupidest thing,
No matter how much I practices, making effort in doing my own script,
Came early in the morning to school to Watch how others ppl present. (although mine start in the afternoon)
I still end up loses confident and being panic my ownself due to Stage-fright Ahhh! shit!
The most important stupidity thing that I made was that instead of facing the audience, I faced the screen. ahhh!!! Should never doned that! that is like the obvious thing that should not do!!
I began panic when I found out that my own Liasion Officer and one of my I.A customer end up being my judges of my presentation which I didn't expect.....
I suppose to talk for 15 mins, end up being less than 5 mins....
Ahhhh no matter how much I studied, how much I tried, It always end up a boom!
I always try to get a 4.0 pointer GPA but always end up 3.4 GPA, at least a 0.1 more I can achieve to go for POLY.
I really wanted to go for poly, I spent most of my time, training, studies, sacrifices my valuable precious moment just for me to make it to NANYANG POLYTECHNIC....so that I can finally see her....
But everything I doned still wasn't enough.
My only hope is my examination now if I can score A A scores instead of A B scores everytime, I finally can make it and my heart will be at ease.
IT TOTALLY STRESS ME OUT!!!!
***I sometime don't know why I doing this***
posted by MarcusLazarus The Last @ 2:26 AM
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